My boy x

My boy x

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Why I can't wait to go back to work tomorrow....

Just at the end of my first weekend gone by with Tim being away....... not looking forward to the 9 months of these next year when he is away! Our weekends are always spent together - pretty much from 5pm Friday afternoon until 7am Monday morning when we both have to go off to work. And again - that's just how I like it! We don't always have 101 things planned to do on weekends - but I always always climb into bed with him Sunday night and we laugh about the fun we've had doing something, or maybe just doing nothing and hanging out at home, swimming at the beach etc. It doesn't seem to matter how much or how little we do together, we always have a fantastic time.
I have been pretty good with my random bouts of crying - it's only when my Mum asked how I was doing that I had a wee little cry - just a little one!! I did call Tim's phone on Saturday afternoon though......and I know he doesnt have his phone, and I knew I wouldnt be able to speak to him - I just thought it would be nice to hear his voice (very briefly, he has the shortest answerphone message ever!) and I thought it might be nice for him to have a message from me when he does get back to civilisation! All going well - until I heard his voice, and then I lost it! My message went something like "Hi Baby (sniff sniff) I just wanted to leave you a message to say (sob) that I love you and I (sniff sniff) miss you but I dont want you to (s-s-s-s-s-s-sob sob) worry about me cos I am doing just fine (sniff sob)". Convincing right? I think not! And then I felt really horrible and wanted to go back and erase it because I know how much it will hurt him to think that I am upset and missing him like that. But unfortunately, I cant erase it - so will just hope he is able to call me before he listens to that!! All best intentions!
Just two more sleeps now until I am off to Hawaii with my girlfriends for 7 days. A very coincidentally timed trip, as we had no idea Tim would be away when we booked it so as much as it wont stop me missing him, Ala Moana might manage to distract me momentarily!!

Am hoping there is a slight chance he might be home from training early, so will be here when I get back so am going to leave him some surprises around the house just so he knows how much I was thinking of him and so he knows how much I wish I could be here with him the second he gets home.

But not counting on that too much.....21st December is worse case scenario, so we will just work towards that - anything earlier is a massive bonus. Anything later - and I will be phoning his CO myself to have words!!! Gives us 3 days to do all of our Christmas shopping and prepare for our first Christmas together.......brunch with his brother, sister-in-law, little man Cullen and Tim's parents. And then dinner with my whole family - all 40 odd of us! All of whom think Tim is just the best thing since sliced bread so I know we are going to have a fantastic day together!

I am working on his present list........ of course he told me he doesnt want anything other than to spend the day with me, but I have got a few ideas that I think he will be pretty happy with!
1. A new iPod for him to take away loaded with all his favourite songs!
2. A new digital camera
3. An external hard drive to go with his new Mac so he can take all of his favourite movies etc overseas with him
4. Some good headphones that he can use to watch movies, and most importantly, to skype me!
5. Tickets to go to Roar and Snoar at Taronga Zoo for before he deploys.......

Cool hey?! Fingers crossed he loves it all!

For now - will say Adios to Sunday......... 5 nights down, 20 to go x

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